I have the worst luck in relationships, but everyone thinks that. I'm not shy at all. I've always been really outspoken unless I'm around someone I think is absolutely adorable. I have a million friends but only about three are really close ones...ones I can share secrets with and not worry about it. I'm very openminded. My parent's aren't...which is the majority of the reason I'm moving out as soon as I get some money. People say I have a way with words and that my words and personality is what gets me into relationships. I just seem to have this undeniable curse of picking the people who will hurt me the worst. My last relationship lasted almost 11 months. I've never really had a longer realationship than that...and what sucks is I'm a sucker for gorgeous girls. But I want a relationship where I can be myself. One where I can introduce her to my friends and she'll understand or at least embrace our idiodic behavior. I just want someone that I can love, trust, and maybe even share my life with one day.
I used to think that I was invincible or invisible or indivisible. I used to think that I could do anything. I could do anything at all, anything I wanted. And I used to believe in something and now I believe in nothing and belief in nothing is enough belief for me.
So I'm in ISS and my IQ is dropping by the second. I'm seriously wondering how long it would be between the time I bolted out the door until the cops caught me. Let's see...it'd take about a second for me to bolt out the door...five to six seconds for her to call the office...a couple seconds after that and the cops would be called...and about a few minutes later I'd be in City Hall. Screw it. It's not worth it. GAH! I'm pretty sure that I'm suffering from carpel tunnel. I had to copy two... (continue reading)
