liz_ann's Blog

I am spending alot of time working to save up to be the woman that i am. Jobs are hard to get i sure hope that i can get one that will allow me to pay for the meds and the surgeries. I am really hoping that i can soon get the money saved up. i do not know how to get rid of this shell i am in. i do not have the money. very little friends cause of what i am. it is sad that i live in an area where transgenders are treated as outcasts. i have lost every future wife cause of it. they wanted me to be a man when i was a female on the inside. i prefer to care about what a person is not what they look like. what is so wrong with someone being a woman that is one? nothing that i can see. so why do people do it? i guees it is because the are scared of the unknown or the truth, or anything differant or what they think is out of place. i would like to see it stop but it will probly never. Liz

Cannot work because of my back. running a website of my own. selling Pokemon cards when i can. Some of these sites on the internet my god no anti hate laws what so ever. It is like you have to pretnend to be somebody you are not just to feel some sort of security. it seems like the world sure hates Transgenders. i tell ya. i know there is nothing i can do but i can atleast stop it on the site i run. i do what i can to prevent it. it is for Lesbians, Bi woman and Transgenders. i did not set it up that way the owner did. the site is by invite only. owners policy. it is really adult content on there. if you want an invite just send me a message saying what you are and who you are. and we can go from there.

What is going on with them these days. I am a member of a site where thay just allow teenagers to run wild and disgriminate against people.Calling them Fags and by the wrong gender. I would like to know what they are teaching in schools. Apparently it is how to call people names and to discriminate against someone. Its like no matter where i go a teenager has a problem with me being trans and calls me names.

Sure hope they make it to the Stanley Cup this year and win. They need it bad. Detroit Redwings in my opinion need to be taught a lesson after last season. The Red Wings are one of those teams that have a major malfunction and it is called show offs, starstruck, too full of themselves, and think they are better than anybody. All they are is a bunch of bullies that get away with stuff.

I have finally manged to win a small but significant battle towards being a female. I am happy. I have a lot more battles ahead of me. I hope that i can win those. It will take me awhile but i hope i can be a full women before i die. If i die looking like a male i will at least die as a woman in spirit. I just hope it does not take me 27 years to win the next battle. Just trying to get people to accept that what is wrong with me is whats wrong with me is a struggle. Now i might finally beable to get the proper help i need. As long as Wis. accepts the fact that they cannot change me into what they want my life might just get easier. It is just one more step towards RS surgery.

What is up with the Pen's playing the Flyers? I thing the NHL could of done better work on that one. For pete's sakes they are in the same state. I do not have much of a problem there but my main problem is with the Red Wings. after last season they became my most hated team. I sold as much as my Red Wings cards as i could. I am a die hard Pen's fan. I have Pen's memorabilia on my walls. I sure hope that Malkin and Crosby hold out. The Pen's DESERVE the Stanley Cup not the Red Wings.