butchycat's Blog

old city versus old country Body: I was talking with a friend of mine the other night ( the name has been changed to protect the country way of life challenged )and i said to her that i remember when i used to have cow skulls hung on my wall and i put lights behind them turned off the lights and took pics of the candle light coming from the skull , she said you got to kidding i said no and she said where did you get the skulls i said well there is a lot of old cow and calf skulls you can find in the fields she said ewwwwwwwwwwww lol i said and some ppl like to decorated them she said what you did 't bury them when they died i laughed and said no you just leave it lay there and animails and the buzzards eat it up she went ewwwwwwwwwwww i said you know what thats called , she said no i said thats what i call enviromental recycling and cleanup ,,,,,,, she had to laugh on that,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, one im waiting on comments on this one lol

Dear Mom And Dad, There is a lot I did Not Get to tell you Both Before You Left This World, So I'am Going To Say it in this Letter, Mom I'll Start with you, There is a lot i want to Tell You ,First I want to thank You For Loving me ,teaching And showing me How to Love, respect, And How to treat Other's as I would Want them to treat Me ,How to be honest ,Truthfull,And caring And For that I will Always be Thankfull , We Where Always Close ,But As I got Older we also became friends, we shared talks , played games ,and music ,you was always there for me , as the years went by you became illI i watched you become weak and frail from the illness that was overtaking you , then came the day, you had to go on dialysis you would call me crying, telling me that you could,nt go on .That You where watching people around you everyday die from the treatment , my heart breaking and crying because i could,nt do anything, but tell you that you needed the treatments to live ,Then The day before mothers day. i got That call telling me that i needed to come home to louisville , you where in ICU On machines To keep You alive,when i got There Dad and the twins where with you beside your bed No one Knew what happened only that You Had went Into a coma and that you had no brain activtiy i stood beside your bed looking at your face your lips so blue and your hand's so cold the tears running down my face my heart crying out no this can't be happening i had to leave the room and when i did I prayed to God to take you now so that you would not have to live off of a machine and then i came back in my prayers where answered you had a heart attack and then you where Gone I Took Your hand in mine and i leaned down and kissed your cheek And said Goodby Mom I LOVE YOU...............................Dad, Ever Since i could Remember I was Your little Girl I followed You EveryWhere , You Like mom Taught me a Lot, How To Fish, how to work on motors, And As I got older How To hunt You Got Me My First Gun , We watched all the old movies together And You taught me how to draw Then we would Draw mom Pictures and she kept everyone in a scarp book then i grew up got married and we stayed close even closer after Mom passed away then 7 years later you became ill and found out you had colon cancer even though i lived a long way from you i traveled the miles everytime you went in the hospitail , Then they found out it had spread to your liver and there was nothing else they could do so you went home and spent the rest of your remaining days in bed it took you quick 3 months after you found out I Think God That i Did Get to tell You the day before You passed away that I loved you I hated to leave that day but in my heart i knew That would be The Last time i was to see you You passed away that Night I was devastated My heart breaking I had Lost my hero . In closing mom and Dad Your Grandkids Grew Up just Fine and You Now Have a Great Grandson named Nolen Wade . You Will Always Be Missed And Will never Leave our hearts, It's With Love and Tears That I Send This To You , Your Loving Daughter Cindy ............................. IN LOVING MEMORY OF JUNE AND FRED GONE 14 YEARS AND 7 YEARS RESPECTIVLY

The Heart is such A Fragile Thing ,It can be broken into a thousand Pieces ,Over and Over , But before long You start to Lose those pieces ,And then You have nothing to Put Back together _______ CJW '08

my partner, my familiy , my friends, my dog lilbit , all type's of music , my photography, puzzel's jig saw ,and any kind of games , i love to use my mind things that make me have to think or solve iam a sucker for and i love fairy's mystical pictures castle's, unicorn's, dragon's, i love to get into deep conversations about , love, the world and all it's happings, everything fascinate's me , i love to learn about people and there lives that fascinate's me i love to look at people's picture and those tell me a lot about them and there lives, who they are and what they like and love , no iam not a weird person but iam different then most and i have always tryed to be that way i have never wanted to be like everyone else ok so this is a little more about me and believe me there is a lot more lol i can be a very complex person sometimes......................................

I was watching T.V late the other night and a commerical comes on for a pump device for men Called the post -vac now if some of you do not know what that is, it is a vacuum to make a man larger and firmer with out the aid of pills , so the T.V. ad states and I have seen this pump in the back of many a magizine for$30.00. Ok then a commerical that come's on all the time for men that is a pill called extend-ez for male Enhancment, after that lol and this gets good , was a new commerical from trojon for a finger tipped vibrator with different sleeves for a woman's pleasure so the ad states but you have to go on line to order it Ok Now!!!! here's the good part , The ad for the post-vac states that there is also no up front cost because it is medicare approved now!!!!!!!!!!! what i would like to know, is this ,why? is the finger tip vibrator not medicare approved , also , what is wrong with this Picture folks.?...............

Our lives are like Waterfalls, so ever-changing, flowing in a constant direction, But always at different speeds. Every day you're here is another Drop of your life added to the flow of the water. It comes just to remind us that we all have good or bad flows, but without the drops in our lives, good or bad, We would not reflect on or appreciate the waterfall, but just the rippling of the past flows. So Remember there is always someone who loves you and will help you throughout The constant changing of your waterfall. So Add A Drop to the flow, and at the end of that day just say to yourself-- I had a good day, I made it through another waterfall.