Lacy66's Blog

So I hate the fact that I am so fucking lonley. And I know that noone with ever read this so it is ok.

Today I called 101x morning show. That was the first time that I have ever called a station. It was really weird hearing myself on the radio, better yet it was weird talking to the people that I listen to every morning. I know I know, I am a nerd but I was so nervous. LOL. You should have seen me. But Jason won (the morning show guy), see I was trying to stump him. Every Thursday everyone tries to find something that he CAN NOT complain about. I lost. Oh well. It was still funny as %#&@$!.

Striving to be someone

Scared of being noone

Frozen with fear

Dying to hold you near

Living to only die

And never knowing why

We can only dream

While floating down a stream

We're taught to never disagree

But that will never be me

Let yourself go

Or you'll never know

Knowledge enables you

to do what you want to do

Promise to never give in

To the evil that lies within.

I never thought that today on Father's Day that I would be getting an email that just tripped a switch in my mind. These people in the picture that I am going to post are the ones that I hold dear to my heart. You never think that when you are young the desicions that you make are going to affect the rest of your life but they do. I can't believe that I missed out on so much when it came to these people. If you have a group of people that mean alot to you then you should know what I am talking about. So I sit here and I reminise and I only wish that I would have stuck around to be there when they laughed, cried, hurt, and loved. But I am one of the lucky ones. I got them today to cherish. That's all a person can ask for right???