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http://www.glee.com/photos/vie w.html?photo_id=125073 I love you. I love me! I RECENTLY JUST WENT THRU A DEATH. MY EX-GF TO BE EXACT. I DON'T THINK MY HEART CAN EVER HEAL FROM IT. MY TEARS ARE A LITTLE SLOWER NOW DAYS. I LOST HER 4 MONTHS AGO DO TO A CAR ACCIDENT. I OFTEN THINK IT'S MY FAULT. I OFTEN THINK ONLY IF I LOVED HER WITH ALL MY HEART. IT'S KIND OF HARD TO EXPLAIN. 3 MONTHS BEFORE SHE DIED I STOPPED TALKING TO HER. I THINK I STOPPED BECAUSE MY LOVE FOR HER WAS NOT THE SAME ANYMORE. I THINK HALF OF THAT IS MY FAULT. I HAD SO MANY PROBLEMS GOING ON IN MY LIFE, AND TIME WAS SOMETHING I COULD NOT GIVE TO HER. SO INSTEAD I WAS ANGRY TOWARDS HER, AND NOW THAT I THINK BACK I HAD KNOW REASON TO BE. OUT OF 6 YEARS AND A HALF SHE WAS MY HEART. SHE WAS THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. THE ONE I KNEW I WOULD TAKE HER HAND IN MARRIAGE. IT'S HARD TO GO THRU A BREAK UP LET ALONG A DEATH. I EXPLORED OTHER WOMEN OUT OF THOSE FOUR MONTHS TO BE EXACT BEFORE SHE DIED. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WAS LOOKING FOR. MAYBE SOMETHING JUST DIFFERENT. WHEN ALL ALONG THE ONLY PERSON THAT EVER LOVED ME FOR ME WAS ALWAYS ONE HUNDRED PERCENT BESIDE ME. WE WERE SO DIFFERENT BUT YET SO MUCH ALIKE (SMILES). SHE WAS MY JELLY BABY AND I WAS HER PEANUT BUTTER LOL SO WE CALLED EACH OTHER. I WISHED I NEVER LET MY PERSONAL LIFE GET IN THE WAY OF OUR LOVE. I WISHED I NEVER LET MY FAMILY, MY LIFE, MY ANGER, MY LUST FOR OTHER WOMEN GET IN THE WAY. I WISHED I SAW HER GORGEOUS SMILE EVERYDAY LIKE I WOULD SEE WHEN SHE WOKE UP OR CAME OVER. I REMEMBER THE FIRST TIME WE MET. SHE WAS A NERVOUS WRECK, AND I LOOKED OVER AND KISSED HER CHEEK AND SAID SANTA CLAUS ISN'T REAL LOL SHE LAUGHED SO HARD AND I ENJOYED SITTING BACK WATCHING HER. I SOMETIMES SIT AND CAN SEE IT IN SLOW MOTION. I LET FRIENDS THAT HAD KNOW ONE GET IN THE WAY OF OUR LOVE. HOW COULD I? HOW COULD I HAVE HEEN SO STUPID? SO I BEAT MYSELF UP EVERYDAY. BECAUSE MY HEART HURTS, AND I JUST WISH I COULD SEE HER, TOUCH HER, LOOK AT HER, BE WITH HER. I WANT TO MAKE HER HAPPY, SO HAPPY. OUT OF THE OTHER PEOPLE I DATED BEFOR HER I COULD FEEL SO HAPPY FOR THE FIRST COUPLE OF DAYS, BUT THEY WAS NEVER GOING TO LOVE ME LIKE SHE DID. BIANCA IS HER NAME. SO I'M JUST ON HERE LOOKING FOR FRIENDS AND JUST TO LET PEOPLE KNOW IF YOU HAVE SOMEONE LOVE THEM NOW. GIVE THEM THERE FLOWERS WHILE THERE HERE ON EARTH IN STEAD OF ON THERE GRAVES. ANYONE THAT HAS BEEN IN A LONG RELATIONSHIP LIKE I HAVE PUSH, PUSH SO HARD TO MAKE IT RIGHT. IT'S JUST YOUR HUMP TO GET OVER. I GUESS I'M JUST REALIZING THAT, AND IT'S JUST TO LATE. CALL THEM LET THEM KNOW HOW DEAR THEY ARE TO YOU. LOVE IS SO HARD TO COME BY, AND IF YOU HAVE SOMEONE THAT CARES FOR YOU, YOU BE BIGGER, AND SHOW THEM YOU CARE.

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