boiconfessed

It coils down my spine like a snake in search of darkness.
My pierced heart, how it aches for a better understanding.
My soul cries for something that I could never have.
An end will always follow me around like a broken child.
This war long over, but my battle scars still feel as fresh as that day.
You've been haunting my mind.
You've been seen running through my dreams.
This black plague inflicted on me, I want rid of it.
How can I shake it?
I can idolize just not... (continue reading)

so it's new years day, i'm a little tired, but not that bad. oddly enough i'm not that hung over. went out last night and yet again, no one to kiss on new years eve. i was reminded of a line from an episode of "sex and the city" when carrie was talking about being single and lonely and she says "the loneliness is palpable"

pal pa ble

so lately when anyone says to me "it's been a day", i put in my two cents and tell them "it's been a life", and it has.

tired from last night, went to the wag a lot christmas party... it was fun...

things in my life have become so fucked up that if i didn't have my friends and both jobs i so wouldn't be here.

i'm trying to brush it off and carry on, easier said than done.

i'm just re-thinking everything in life. thinking about what is important to... (continue reading)