all2cheery

I am just going to say that I do not understand grown a&^ adults acting in such an immature manner. I do not understand them - nor do I want to.

What is it about human nature that perpells us into an "entitled - I am right - everyone else is wrong - pity pond" ??? People get more and more offended at nothing it is just boggling!!

I expect very little from people - however - I do expect persons of a certain age to have grown up! All the way up - Yet still, I can't tell the difference between adults and teenagers! What is with that???

I have had extremely AWESOME friends my entire life! True - can't get any better - friends! However, the older I get the less (and I mean WAAAYYYY less) I see of that. Where did we all go?? Have there been no others created since??? (present company excluded) =)

Oh, and what is with the whole concept of REVENGE? What is the point - Don't get me wrong - we all have thoughts and yes at times our hurt and pain cloud the way - but that only lasts for a mere moment - well it should anyway. Yet people thrive and enjoy the whole lets mess with people concept! Why??? What is the point??? So what so we get hurt and we feel injured - okay well - isn't it true that if we continue to let it in - they win??? Isn't it true that if we just pick ourselves up and brush off - heal - then we win???? Am I the only one that thinks this???

I have recently been slammed into an environment of continuous place of thought. Having to deal with the fact that things are changing everyday around me - is a tough point of view for me to cope with. I like change when I am the one setting things in motion. However when I am the one that is hit up side the head with grief...I flee, well at least want to anyway. I have recently, in this past week, dealt with a form of loss. My coping skill for this is; I isolate myself from all and I stagnate in my self made gloom room. So, if I haven't been around and you are wondering wth - Now ya know. I am reassured that everything will be okay and life will go on. Well, yeah - as long as I have breath - I have to "go on". Just existing is sooo NOT where I want to be. I want to wake up in the morning with purpose - with a glorious amount of zeal!!! That is my goal as for today. Thoughts are conjumbled and I am still sorting this all out. pppphhhhhbbbtttt!

I have been reading profiles and blogs so much that I feel as though I am on assignment. I have to admit -- I absolutely LOVE, really, love reading about people. I actually share excitement when I read that someone has had a victorious moment and share the angst when disappointment has entered the realm of an absolute stranger. I question myself as to the make up of my being and head for more sane ground... perhaps the relation to an unknown person is that I myself feel a glimps of hope as to in my own personal life, or maybe I am just that sweet as to care for everyone that appears in my path.. I think a little of both.