Hello to everyone, I thought it was time I put a little about
myself out there, since I can no longer say, "I'm just checking
this site out." My Name is Martin and I'm from Crow Creek, South
Dakota. I'm Hunkpati Dakota and Hunkpapa Lakota. I'm also an artist
and make my living that way. It isn't the easiest way to live as
far as maza ska goes, but doing something you love and being able
to survive that way is better than doing something just for the
money and letting your soul slowly die. I used to work in the field
of Social Sevices but see that it's a vicious circle and cycle that
seems to have no end. Of course there are many factors to why
people do and accept the things that they do, but I decided to pull
back from it, anyone who can do it and do it well and still get
that sense of accomplishment has my support, good luck.
I don't suffer fools as easily as I once did, but I am always
looking to learn something new about the human condition and people
in general. I can say that I see alot of the same mistakes being
made over and over by alot of the same people based on what others
think of them and not what they think of themselves. On an added
note, I see alot of profiles with a laundry list of what people are
looking for and it's funny at times. Myself? I like masculine gay
men, not straight "acting", I think that ability should be saved if
your a closeted actor in Hollywood. My weakness is for pretty MEN
or a beautiful face, shaved head and a goatee. I used to say pretty
boys but....in other profiles I say, "I Don't want children".
Masculine does not equal dirty or stank, invest in some soap and
water and also try having a sense of style all your own and a
personality works. As far as images go on the Internet, they are
controlled and you can't get a good sense of someone from a just a
photo. That said, about photos, you are you and if you are a gay
man, you are what a GAY MAN looks like. The idea that one has to
fit a stereotype is phucking NUTZ. BTW, What is it with guys
posting pics of "themselves" with glasses and a hat? Too boot a hat
they wouldn't have the guts to wear in public. Oh yeah gee, you
look so GHETTO. (AS IF). Oh and before you get all ba-jiggity about
my photo, it fits the over-all feel of my page and it's current,
unlike some who post pictures of themselves from over a decade or
more ago, I like it and that's what matters.
My family, my sister Marlena is the most important woman in my
life. She's been there for me through thick and thin and I'd do
anything for her. She is younger than I am by 15 years, but I still
learn something new about the world through her eyes. So when we
fight, we go for blood and could hurt each other but we hardly ever
stay angry with each other for very long, life is way too short to
fight over who know's more lines from Muriels Wedding or QAF. (I'll
just say this, she knows QAF better than I do and I have it on DVD)
Oh and I should add that Sebastian, my baby or as some call him, my
brat means the world to me. I got him just before someone killed my
other dog, Montreaux. I had him for nearly 20 years and he just
became part of the family. I'll just say this, we found out who
killed him and "Revenge is better than Christmas"...
My Art that I do is based on my heritage and culture. I sell some
to Museums, Galleries and private collectors. Although I love the
work that I do, I prefer old school ink, pencil and coloured pencil
as my main medium. I've been drawing since I was a child and my
main subject has always been women. I've been accused by some of
objectifying women in my work, but I disagree. I like strong women
and if they're beautiful while kicking A55 and taking names later,
get over it. Some of my favourite artists are Olivia and Royo.
Lately, since messing around with PhotoShop, it's become an
addiction I would say, being able to manipulate images and going
for realism in fantasy...I was thinking of starting a group for
Photoshop Addicts, creating images for pleasure more than anything.
I lucked out with my friends who ask me to do things with their
pictures and give me freedom with what I have in mind..."I told you
you'd look good with Pamela Andersons body and Angelina's Hair!"
(My uncle later agreed). Also Wings as of late, well obviously... I
also tend to leave comments for no special reason, just an image I
reworked and want to get out there. Thank to those of you on my
friend list who have commented back with your own. Also for keeping
mine on your pages. Yes I do check to see if they're still there
dammit. (LOL) Stalking my comments, that's hott!
Well just some info and I reserve the right to evolve and change as
I see fit. This is just a little about me and if you have any
questions, please don't hesitate to ask.
About GLEE, it isn't as bland and boring as FaceBook, but it does
seem to have limited features here as well. The generators that one
is "allowed" to use and the censorship of some content. You would
never think that site for as it states above, Gays. Lesbians and
Everybody Else would be so controlling, but maybe the reason for it
is the "Everybody Else(?)"
This a compilation video my sister made...pretty cool huh?
Have you ever held onto something or someone for longer than what you know you should? Of course you have, you're only human. A memory of a moment in time maybe, doing everything to re-capture it, it's been so idealized in your mind that you can't see what's right there in front of you. Happiness passes you by everyday.
You rage and are full of anger, thinking this is what I was meant to do. No matter what the outcome or who's affected, your drive gets in the way. People fear you. They steer... (continue reading)