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SubjectPosted April 13th, 2008 at 06:44am
When the wind blows, It clears my mind. When the rain falls, It clears the dust from my sight. When the sun shines it gives me renewed strength. When the snow falls it is crisp beneath my feet, It helps me to remember to always stay fresh in my thoughts and living my life. If I am honest and forthright. I will not falter. In my heart I will know I did the best I could. In living, life it does not always treat you the way you dream or imagine it should. It is the expectations that will guide you. If you choose.... and it is a choice... To allow life to get you down and keep you there.... Then it will. If you have higher expectations for yourself. It is finding the courage to follow through. Walk with purpose. Run with gusto. Dance like it is your last. But dance and dont stop. Enjoy the small and the big joys that life brings to you. Meditate to clear your mind so you can think. Cry if you must. That is the rain clearing the dust. Lay in the sun and let it warm your heart. All of these things are beautiful and they will always help you to keep your mind and heart fresh and ready to move forward. Like the saying goes...." If life gives you lemons, make lemonade." If it leaves you broke.. remember you still have yourself. You can always start again. That does not make it easy. And it takes the strength, fore thought, a clear mind and clear sight to move forward and begin again. Each step takes you closer to your goals and makes you beleive that it is possible to receive the dreams you dream with each new day. Each day is a new beginning. With it comes renewed hope, and new thoughts, and new solutions. DANCE!!! DANCE!!! DANCE!! To a new romance. Pick up your feet and move down the road. Untie your mouth and sing till your sore. Cause no one will do it for you... no more!!! Look for the door to open for you. Take the first step and go through it will you? MY love and my heart are with you today. I wish you the best as you go on your way. May God behold you and always walk with you.
Today is another dayPosted April 06th, 2008 at 07:26am
Today is a brand new day. Twelve twenty nine A.M. The sun will rise and the darkness dies. The birds awake and it is mine to take. To do with what I will. Never regret a move. I shall go on my way today. Be proud of who I am and walk in his glory. And never never worry. I truly love my life. Never to live in strife. I will do all I can to help others on my path. I will live as it is said for me to live. To do unto others as you would have them do unto you. If I come this way again. I hope that we will be friends. If I die tonight in my sleep. Please please do not weep. For I have lived a full life. I have loved and lived in joy. But celebrate my going home. I would be fine and whole. My heart goes to my friends. Be happy and greatful, be helpful and appreciative. focus on love and sky above. Look forward to life and always be nice. Like the word says. Meditate on good and beautiful things.Because tomorrow it all starts again. noop I am not going anywhere. I just like to write. Have a wonderful day. Only you can make it that way. HAPPY EASTERPosted March 23rd, 2008 at 11:44am
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE Hugs all around.
THis little kitty looks like he is ready for the day to begin.
SOOO Smile and grab a chocolate egg amd Well there is breakfast lol. HAve a wonderful day. Cynthia BLOG TIME :)Posted March 22nd, 2008 at 06:14am
HMMMM... What to write about. Sometimes it is hard to get on paper all that you want to see or express. I have been a budding writer for years. How ever I never really did anything but write poetry and music lyrics. I took several classes in writing, creative, journalism, article, story and biography writing. Did it do my any good. I have no idea. I have had a few people tell me I write well. But personally.. I am not so sure lol. Maybe if I can find the time I will write some short stories and try to catch up on what I learned. I have an outline for a story written. It is 25 pages long. I have considered what kind of audience to put it in front of. I think for starters it may be good book for someone getting out of the gang, street, and drug life. And just getting started on their own with out the backing of all the people they are used to having.. Knowing though it may be hard.. they can learn to live love and trust people on a different level. It takes so much to learn how to live with out violence.. and to live with out the trust of those that would eventually stab you in the back when the chips are down.. The say that will never happen...I truly beleived that as well. But when it came right down to it.. A person I had known my whole life turned me in and left me out to dry. I do not have a prison record nor have I ever been in jail. But I have come too unbeleivabley close to it. I have worked with kids and people who were just getting their lives to gether. I have given them a place to go and hidden them from the evils that come at you when you try to leave lives such as these... you know too much. I encourage them to talk to the police when things happen that involved them. I hope that I have taught them to trust and love the same way I have was taught to love and trust. That not everyone out there is hard and cold. There are people that are trust worthy. To keep that thought in mind sometimes is hard to do. That is why it is so vitally important to get a new support group around you. I am not a druggy. I do not use drugs. I have done them. But quit because I do not like anything being in control of my body. EXCEPT MAYBE my girlffiend lol. I Have been out of that life for 14 1/2 years. To think I am that old lol. I went from one extreme to the other. One minute I was OCD about everything.. beceause it was vital that I be that way when I was dealing. Then I went to the other end of the scale and did not care one iota about my life or anyone elses. I was depressed all the time and had no life. I did not get involved with anyone for fear of rejection. I had a temper. I was afraid to get out because I might run in to someone I knew from my past. I now live my life like.... so what else is new. I care today and have hobbies and loves and joys. But I just want to live like everyone else. Go have a cup of coffee or a lunch somewhere or take in a movie.. You know.. Get out do something. The one thing I really want to do is go back to work. That is not likely to happen unless my mom passes on. I guess I could for a while. But I dont know. I have some priorites before that will happen. Any hoooo I am going to get off here. I need to get my email checked and get to bed I have a lot of things to do tomorrow. I hope all of you have a wonderful weekend and a Happy Easter. Talk to yall later. |
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