Elizsaa

to the doc and says "Doc whats wrong with me?" I got this "lump" protruding out of my groin area and it kindof hurts when I bend over, sit for long...Doc feels my thigh, things get interesting she's touching me ever so softly pressing all the right spots telling me to lift here and bend there...when I open my eyes we aren't in my bed or even a hotel, haha...still at the docs and this wasn't a date it was a check-up. "Well..." docs goes " I have no idea what that is." What reassurance what... (continue reading)

Ever had one of those days that start out all energetic and exciting. That is how most of my days are, I mean I am typically a morning person being that I get up with the sun, lol...but I love to just go with the flow and chill and know that whatever life throws at me, with my faith and self knowledge I can take it and either make it better or get rid of it...and those are normal typical days. Then there are days like today where I was excited and ready to come to work, do my thing, be... (continue reading)

This past Tuesday I had to put my oldest cat Maximus down, he was my familiar (in the pagan world we shared a soul). But he was sick and was suffering from kidney failure and though I know he fought to stay with me and love me and I loved him, he was slowly disappearing before my eyes. And I thought how selfish of me to continue this charade he isn't getting better, no matter how many kisses or plates of tuna I gave him. So I decided it was time to say good bye, I brought him from NYC when I... (continue reading)